(Fifth Sunday of Lent (C): This homily was given on March 29, 1998 at St. Pius X Church, Westerly, R.I. by Fr. Raymond Suriani. Read John 8: 1-11.)
"Receiving the forgiveness of Jesus: its only the BEGINNING of the story!"
John, chapter 8, verses 1 through 11: a familiar episode from the life and ministry of Jesus. The scribes and Pharisees lead a woman forward who has been caught committing the sin of adultery. (At this point I have a question: What happened to the man? The scribes and Pharisees say to Jesus, "This woman has been caught in the act of adultery." In other words, she had been seen committing this sin. She was not condemned by hearsay evidence two weeks after the fact. Now, as far as I know, it takes two people to commit adulterya woman and a man! And the Law of Moses was clear on what should happen to both of the guilty parties. Leviticus, chapter 20, verse 10, says, "If a man commits adultery with the wife of his neighbor, both the adulterer and the adulteress shall be put to death." Sowhat happened to the man? Perhaps they had stoned him on the spot--we dont know. But I think its a very interesting question!)
Anyway--they bring this woman to Jesus for one reason: in order to discredit him publicly. The scribes and Pharisees knew that if Jesus agreed that the woman should be stoned, he would be violating the law of Rome, which stated that only the Roman authority could carry out a death sentence. Consequently, they would have immediately accused Jesus of being an enemy of the state. Furthermore, if he had supported a stoning, our Lord would have lost his reputation as a merciful "friend of sinners." On the other hand, if he said that she should not be stoned, his enemies would have quoted Leviticus 20: 10 and accused him of breaking the Law of Moses, which the Jews considered sacred. And so the scribes and Pharisees thought they had our Lord between "a rock and a hard place"--to use the modern expression.
Jesus responds by saying nothing. He simply bends down and starts writing in the sand. What exactly was he scribbling there on the ground? We dont know. Perhaps it was the sins of the womans accusers. That would make sense, in light of what our Lord says when he finally takes a break: "Let the man among you who has no sin be the first to cast a stone at her." At that, Scripture tells us, they began to drift away one by one "beginning with the elders." (Perhaps the sins of the elders were the first ones that Jesus wrote in the sand.) Finally, when theyve all left, Jesus stands up and says to the woman, "Where did they all disappear to? Has no one condemned you?" "No one, sir," she replies. Our Lord says, "Nor do I condemn you. You may go. But from now on, avoid this sin."
End of story, right?
WRONG! Thats not the end of the story--its the BEGINNING of the story!
This episode that St. John records for us in chapter 8 of his gospel is merely the PRELUDEthe scene which gives us some important and necessary background information. The real story follows this event.
Why do I say this? I say this because the decisive question here is: Did she obey Jesus? He forgave her; he purified her; he read her heart, knew she was sorry, and, by the power of the blood he was about to shed on the Cross, he gave her a new lease on lifea new BEGINNING!
But then what? Did she change her ways? Did she allow her heart to be converted to such an extent that she never committed this sin again? The Bible does not address those issues for us. Which is goodbecause it reminds us that whenever we receive Gods forgiveness (especially in Confession)its only the beginning of the story. Lets face it: when the priest gives us absolution in Confession, our tendency is to think, "Well, thats the end of it. Ive confessed. Ive received pardon. End of story."
Nothats not the end of it. Thats the beginning of it. Whenever we receive pardon for our sins, its supposed to be the beginning of a NEW LIFE: a life of purity, a life of holiness, a life of love, a life where we make every effort to avoid the near occasion of the sins weve just been forgiven of.
You might say that after Confession were supposed to have the attitude that Jean Valjean had. Jean Valjean, as many of you know, is the main character in Victor Hugos novel, Les Miserables. He spends 20 years of his life in prison for stealing a loaf of bread. As you might imagine, he comes out of jail a bitter man, ready to get even with the world. And because of his prison record, everyone treats him with contempt--except a good-hearted bishop, who gives him a warm meal and a place to stay. Valjean responds to the bishops generosity by stealing some of the mans silver and running away in the middle of the night. The police catch him, and bring him back to the bishop. Amazingly, the bishop tells the police that the stolen silver candlesticks were a gift. They no longer have anything to charge Valjean with, so they leave. In the musical version of the story, the bishop then says to Valjean: "Remember this, my brother: see in this some higher plan. You must use this precious silver to become an honest man. By the witness of the martyrs, by the passion and the blood, God has raised you out of darkness; I have bought your soul for God."
In the name of Jesus Christ, the good bishop offers this hardened criminal the free, unmerited gift of forgiveness. The question then becomes: Will he accept? Will Jean Valjean accept this gift by allowing his stone-cold heart to be brought to repentance? (Remember: forgiveness is only accepted when a person repents sincerely.) For a few moments, Valjean struggles with this in his mind and heart, but finally he says these words: "I am reaching, but I fall, and the night is closing in, and I stare into the voidto the whirlpool of my sin. Ill escape now from the worldfrom the world of Jean Valjean. Jean Valjean is nothing now. ANOTHER STORY MUST BEGIN!"
He repents; he receives forgiveness; and he understands that he has just made a NEW BEGINNING! Hes experienced the end of one story (his old life as a criminal)--and the glorious beginning of another. And that should be our attitude, whenever we exit the confessionalprovided we have made a good examination of conscience and confessed ALL our mortal sins with true repentance in our heart. We cannot consciously hold anything back. You see, if we refuse to acknowledge and confess something that the Church (which speaks with the authority of Christ) tells us is sinfulfor example, missing Mass on a holyday of obligation, or artificial contraception, or impure sexual activity with oneself, or deep hatred for another personif we know weve committed serious sins like these and dont confess them, then the end of our confession will NOT be the start of a new story for us. Sadly, we will leave the confessional still stuck in the old story of sin. And that is NOT what God wants!
In todays second reading from Philippians 3 St. Paul writes, "I give no thought to what lies behind, but push on to what is ahead." Paul could say that because he had been completely honest about his past sins and had repented of all of them. It happened after Jesus appeared to him on the road to Damascus. At that moment, Saul the persecutor repented and began a NEW STORYa new story as Paul the apostle. The message Jesus gave to the woman caught in adultery he also gave (implicitly) to Paul on that occasion: "I do not condemn you [Saul]. You may go, but from now on avoid this sin: this sin of persecuting my followers; this sin of throwing innocent people into prison." As I said earlier in my homily, we dont know if the woman in todays gospel obeyed the command of Jesus and avoided her old sins afterward, but we do know that Paul did. And so his "new story" began on the road to Damascus, and ended many years later in heaven. That, of course, is where every "new story" is supposed to end. We certainly hope it was that way for the woman caught in adultery, and we pray this morning that it will be that way for each and every one of us.