SAINT CATHERINE OF GENOA
Saint Catherine of Genoa was born in the Vicolo del Filo in that city, in 1447. She was
of the great Guelph family of Fiesca, being the daughter of Giacomo Fiesca, at one time
Viceroy of Naples, and granddaughter of Roberto Fiesca, whose brother was Pope Innocent
IV. Another Fiesca was Pope Adrian V; for this family gave several princes to the Church
and many bold and skillful warriors and statesmen to the state. The saint's mother,
Francesca de Negro, was likewise of aristocratic birth.
Catherine, who was one of five children, was brought up piously. Her earliest
biography, written by the priest Cattaneo Marabotto, who was her confessor in her latter
years, and by her friend Ettore Vernazza, relates that her penances were remarkable from
the time she was eight, and that she received the gift of prayer in her thirteenth year.
When she was thirteen she declared to her confessor her wish to enter the convent of Santa
Maria delle Grazie, in Genoa, a house of Augustinian Canonesses of the Lateran in which
her elder sister Limbania had already taken the veil. He pointed out to her that she was
still very young and that the life of a religious was hard, but she met his objections
with a "prudence and zeal" which seemed to him "not human but supernatural
and divine ". So he visited the convent of her predilection, to which he was
confessor, and urged the mothers to accept her as a novice. But they were obdurate against
transgressing their custom by receiving so young a girl. Catherine's disappointment gave
her "great pain, but she hoped the Lord Almighty would not forsake her."
She grew up to be very lovely: "taller than most women, her head well
proportioned, her face rather long but singularly beautiful and well shaped, her
complexion fair and in the flower of her youth rubicund, her nose long rather than short,
her eyes dark and her forehead high and broad; every part of her body was well
formed." About the time she failed to enter the convent, or a little later, her
father died, and his power and possessions passed to her eldest brother Giacomo. Wishing
to compose the differences between the factions into which the principal families of Genoa
were divided--differences which had long entailed cruel, distracting and wearing
strife--Giacomo Fiesca formed the project of marrying his young sister to Giuliano Adorni,
son of the head of a powerful Ghibelline family. He obtained his mother's support for his
plan, and found Giuliano willing to accept the beautiful, noble and rich bride proposed to
him; as for Catherine herself, she would not refuse this cross laid on her at the command
of her mother and eldest brother. On the 13th of January, 1463, at the age of sixteen, she
was married to Giuliano Adorni.
He is described as a man of "strange and recalcitrant nature" who wasted his
substance on disorderly living. Catherine, living with him in his fine house in the Piazza
Sant' Agnete, at first entirely refused to adopt his worldly ways, and lived "like a
hermit", never going out except to hear Mass. But when she had thus spent five years,
she yielded to the remonstrances of her family, and for the next five years practiced a
certain commerce with the world, partaking of the pleasures customary among the women of
her class but never falling into sin. Increasingly she was irked and wearied by her
husband's lack of spiritual sympathy with her, and by the distractions which kept her from
Her conversion is dated from the eve of St. Bernard, 1474, when she visited the church
of St. Bernard, in Genoa, and prayed, so intolerable had life in the world become to her,
that she might have an illness which would keep her three months in bed. Her prayer was
not granted but her longing to leave the world persisted. Two days later she visited her
sister Limbania in the convent of Santa Maria delle Grazie, and at Limbania's instance
returned there on the morrow to make her confession to the nuns' confessor. Suddenly, as
she was kneeling down at the confessional, "her heart was wounded by a dart of God's
immense love, and she had a clear vision of her own wretchedness and faults and the most
high goodness of God. She fell to the ground, all but swooning", and from her heart
rose the unuttered cry, "No more of the world for me! No more sin!" The
confessor was at this moment called away, and when he came back she could speak again, and
asked and obtained his leave to postpone her confession.
Then she hurried home, to shut herself up in the most secluded room in the house, and
for several days she stayed there absorbed by consciousness of her own wretchedness and of
God's mercy in warning her. She had a vision of Our Lord, weighed down by His Cross and
covered with blood, and she cried aloud, "O Lord, I will never sin again; if need be,
I will make public confession of my sins." After a time, she was inspired with a
desire for Holy Communion which she fulfilled on the feast of the Annunciation.
She now entered on a life of prayer and penance. She obtained from her husband a
promise, which he kept, to live with her as a brother. She made strict rules for
herself--to avert her eyes from sights of the world, to speak no useless words, to eat
only what was necessary for life, to sleep as little as possible and on a bed in which she
put briars and thistles, to wear a rough hair shirt. Every day she spent six hours in
prayer. She rigorously mortified her affections and will.
Soon, guided by the Ladies of Mercy, she was devoting herself to the care of the sick
poor. In her plain dress she would go through the streets and byways of Genoa, looking for
poor people who were ill, and when she found them she tended them and washed and mended
their filthy rags. Often she visited the hospital of St. Lazarus, which harbored
incurables so diseased as to be horrible to the sight and smell, many of them embittered.
In Catherine they aroused not disgust but charity; she met their insults with unfailing
Her earliest biography gives details of her religious practices. From the time of her
conversion she hungered insatiably for the Holy Eucharist, and the priests admitted her to
the privilege, very rare in that period, of daily communion. For twenty-three years,
beginning in the third year after her conversion, she fasted completely throughout Lent
and Advent, except that at long intervals she drank a glass of water mixed with salt and
vinegar to remind herself of the drink offered to Our Lord on the cross, and during these
fasts she enjoyed exceptional health and vigor. For twenty-five years after her conversion
she had no spiritual director except Our Lord Himself. Then, when she had fallen into the
illness which afflicted the last ten years of her life, she felt the need for human help,
and a priest named Cattaneo Marabotto, who had a position of authority in the hospital in
which she was then working, became her confessor.
Some years after her conversion her husband was received into the third order of St.
Francis, and afterwards he helped her in her works of mercy.
The time came when the directors of the great hospital in Genoa asked Catherine to
superintend the care of the sick in this institution. She accepted, and hired near the
hospital a poor house in which she and her husband lived out the rest of their days. Her
prayers were still long and regular and her raptures frequent, but she so arranged that
neither her devotions nor her ecstasies interfered with her care of the sick. Although she
was humbly submissive even to the hospital servants, the directors saw the value of her
work and appointed her rector of the hospital with unlimited powers.
In 1497 she nursed her husband through his last illness. In his will he extolled her
virtues and left her all his possessions.
Mrs. Charlotte Balfour underlined in her copy of the saint's works an indicative
extract from her teaching. "We should not wish for anything but what comes to us from
moment to moment," Saint Catherine told her spiritual children, "exercising
ourselves none the less for good. For he who would not thus exercise himself, and await
what God sends, would tempt God. When we have done what good we can, let us accept all
that happens to us by Our Lord's ordinance, and let us unite ourselves to it by our will.
Who tastes what it is to rest in union with God will seem to himself to have won to
Paradise even in this life."
She was still only fifty-three years old when she fell ill, worn out by her life of
ecstasies, her burning love for God, labor for her fellow creatures and her privations;
during her last ten years on earth she suffered much. She died on the 15th of September,
1510, at the age of sixty-three. The public cult rendered to her was declared legitimate
on the 6th of April, 1675. The process for her canonization was instituted by the
directors of the hospital in Genoa where she had worked. Her heroic virtue and the
authenticity of many miracles attributed to her having been proved, the bull for her
canonization was issued by Clement XII on the 30th of April, 1737.
Saint Catherine's authorship of the 'Treatise on Purgatory has never been disputed. But
Baron von Hugel in his monumental work the "Mystical Element in Religion as Studied
in Saint Catherine of Genoa and her Friends" concludes convincingly, after a
meticulous examination of the "Dialogue of the Blessed and Seraphic Saint Catherine
of Genoa," that its author was Battista Vernazza:" The entire
"Dialogue" then is the work of Battista Vernazza." Thus this work is not,
as has been thought, the saint's spiritual autobiography, nor indeed does it ever claim to
be other than what it is, her spiritual biography. It is the life of her soul, dramatized
by a younger woman who had known her and her intimates, who had a singular devotion to
her, and who was peculiarly qualified to understand her experience.
Baron von Hugel believed that Saint Catherine first became acquainted with the Genoese
notary Ettore Vernazza during the epidemic in Genoa in 1493, that is nineteen years after
her conversion, when she was forty-six years old and he in his early twenties. She wrote
of "a great compassion he had conceived when still very young, at the time the
pestilence raged in Genoa, when he used to go about to help the poor ". Von Hugel
describes him, after profound study of his life and works, as "a man of fine and
keen, deep and world-embracing mind and heart, of an overflowing, ceaseless activity, and
of a will of steel". He was "the most intimate, certainly the most perceptive of
Catherine's disciples" and with Cattaneo Marabotto wrote the earliest life of her. In
1496 he married Bartolomea Ricci, and they had three daughters of whom the eldest,
Tommasa, had Saint Catherine for godmother.
Little Tommasa was a sensitive, loving, bright child with a turn for writing, as she
shewed in a few simple lines of verse which she wrote to her "most holy
protectress" and "adored mother" when she was only ten. Was she addressing
her godmother, or her mother in the flesh who died not long afterwards? Her father, after
his wife's death, sent her and her little sister Catetta to board in that convent of
Augustinian canonesses in which Saint Catherine had not been allowed to take the veil.
Perhaps the nuns had been taught by the saint that very young girls may have a true
vocation to religion, for Tommasa was only thirteen when, on the 24th of June, 1510, she
received in their house the habit of an Augustinian Canoness of the Lateran and changed
her name to Battista. She spent all the rest of her ninety years on earth in that convent
Twelve weeks after her reception Saint Catherine died, and Baron von Hugel tentatively
identifies Battista with an unnamed nun to whom, and to six other friends and disciples of
the saint, Battista's father among them, "intimations and communications of her
passage and instant complete union with God" were vouchsafed at the moment of her
Battista's literary remains include many letters, poetry--both spiritual canticles and
sonnets, and several volumes of spiritual dissertations in which are "all but endless
parallels and illustrations" to the teachings of Saint Catherine. She wrote also
three sets of "Colloquies," and in one of them relates certain of her own
spiritual experiences. In all her writings, but especially in these narrations, Baron von
Hugel notes the influence of Catherine's doctrine and spiritual practices.
The "Dialogue" reproduces the incidents of the saint's spiritual life as
these are recorded in her earliest biography, and its doctrine is that embodied in the
"Treatise on Purgatory and in her recorded sayings, from which even its language is
in large part derived. That its matter has passed through another mind, Battista's, gives
it an added interest: there is the curious, vivid dramatization; there is, in some
passages, a poignant and individual quality; and there is an insight which proves that
Battista herself was also a mystic, one who had spent all her days in the spiritual
companionship of Saint Catherine. We are shewn not only the saint but also her reflection
in the mirror which was Battista's mind. "A person", says Von Hugel, speaking of
Battista at the time when she wrote the "Dialogue," "living now
thirty-eight years after Catherine's death, in an environment of a kind to preserve her
memory green.... Battista, the goddaughter of the heroine of the work, and the eldest,
devoted daughter of the chief contributor to the already extant biography; a contemplative
with a deep interest in, and much practical experience of, the kind of spirituality to be
portrayed and the sort of literature required; a nun during thirty-eight years in the very
convent where Catherine's sister, one of its foundresses, had lived and died, and where
Catherine herself had desired to live and where her conversion had taken place."
The "Dialogue," long generally accepted as Catherine's own account of her
spiritual life, has been allowed by the highest authorities to embody, with her
"Treatise on Purgatory," the saint's doctrine. These two treatises and the
earliest biography, translated into several languages, spread that doctrine and devotion
to her throughout the Catholic world in the centuries between her death and her
canonization. The bull which canonized her alludes to the "Dialogue" as an
exposition of her doctrine: "In her admirable "Dialogue" she depicts the
dangers to which a soul bound by the flesh is exposed."
The Vicomte Theodore Marie de Bussierne includes the "Dialogue "with the
"Treatise on Purgatory" in his translation into French of the saint's works,
published in 1860. It was from this translation that Mrs. Charlotte Balfour translated the
first half of the "Dialogue" into English. She meant to make an English version
of all the saint's works but had worked only on the "Dialogue" at the time of
her death. Her work has been carefully collated with the Italian original and revised
where necessary, the edition used being that included in the beautiful "Life and
Works" of Saint Catherine which was printed in Rome in 1737, the year of her
canonization, by Giovanni Battista de Caporali, and dedicated to Princess Vittoria
Altoviti de' Corsini, the Pope's niece. As here printed, the whole Dialogue may be
regarded as translated from Battista Venazza's original work. Mrs. Balfour would certainly
have wished to acknowledge her debt to Monsieur de Bussierne's French version. The latter
part of the Dialogue and the whole "Treatise on Purgatory" have been directly
translated from the 1737 Italian edition of the saint's works.
Saint Catherine's earliest biography concludes with the following words:
" It remains for us to pray the Lord, of His great goodness and by the
intercession of this glorious Seraphin, to give us His love abundantly, that we may not
cease to grow in virtue, and may at last win to eternal beatitude with God who lives and
reigns for ever and ever."
How by Comparing it to the Divine Fire which she Felt in Herself, this Soul Understood
what Purgatory was like and how the Souls there were Tormented. 
The state of the souls who are in Purgatory, how they are exempt from all self-love.
This holy Soul  found herself, while still in the
flesh, placed by the fiery love of God in Purgatory, which burnt her, cleansing whatever
in her needed cleansing, to the end that when she passed from this life she might be
presented to the sight of God, her dear Love. By means of this loving fire, she understood
in her soul the state of the souls of the faithful who are placed in Purgatory to purge
them of all the rust and stains of sin of which they have not rid themselves in this life.
And since this Soul, placed by the divine fire in this loving Purgatory, was united to
that divine love and content with all that was wrought in her, she understood the state of
the souls who are in Purgatory. And she said:
The souls who are in Purgatory cannot, as I understand, choose but be there, and this
is by God's ordinance who therein has done justly. They cannot turn their thoughts back to
themselves, nor can they say, "Such sins I have committed for which I deserve to be
here ", nor, "I would that I had not committed them for then I would go now to
Paradise", nor, "That one will leave sooner than I", nor, "I will
leave sooner than he". They can have neither of themselves nor of others any memory,
whether of good or evil, whence they would have greater pain than they suffer ordinarily.
So happy are they to be within God's ordinance, and that He should do all which pleases
Him, as it pleases Him that in their greatest pain they cannot think of themselves. They
see only the working of the divine goodness, which leads man to itself mercifully, so that
he no longer sees aught of the pain or good which may befall him. Nor would these souls be
in pure charity if they could see that pain or good. They cannot see that they are in pain
because of their sins; that sight they cannot hold in their minds because in it there
would be an active imperfection, which cannot be where no actual sin can be.
Only once, as they pass from this life, do they see the cause of the Purgatory they
endure; never again do they see it for in another sight of it there would be self. Being
then in charity from which they cannot now depart by any actual fault, they can no longer
will nor desire save with the pure will of pure charity. Being in that fire of Purgatory,
they are SAINT CATHERINE OF GENOA within the divine ordinance, which is pure charity, and
in nothing can they depart thence for they are deprived of the power to sin as of the
power to merit.
What is the joy of the souls in Purgatory. A comparison to shew how they see God ever
more and more. The difficulty of speaking of this state.
I believe no happiness can be found worthy to be compared with that of a soul in
Purgatory except that of the saints in Paradise; and day by day this happiness grows as
God flows into these souls, more and more as the hindrance to His entrance is consumed.
Sin's rust is the hindrance, and the fire burns the rust away so that more and more the
soul opens itself up to the divine inflowing. A thing which is covered cannot respond to
the sun's rays, not because of any defect in the sun, which is shining all the time, but
because the cover is an obstacle; if the cover be burnt away, this thing is open to the
sun; more and more as the cover is consumed does it respond to the rays of the sun
It is in this way that rust, which is sin, covers souls, and in Purgatory is burnt away
by fire; the more it is consumed, the more do the souls respond to God, the true sun. As
the rust lessens and the soul is opened up to the divine ray, happiness grows; until the
time be accomplished the one wanes and the other waxes. Pain however does not lessen but
only the time for which pain is endured. As for will: never can the souls say these pains
are pains, so contented are they with God's ordaining with which, in pure charity, their
will is united.
But, on the other hand, they endure a pain so extreme that no tongue can be found to
tell it, nor could the mind understand its least pang if God by special grace did not shew
so much. Which least pang God of His grace shewed to this Soul, but with her tongue she
cannot say what it is. This sight which the Lord revealed to me has never since left my
mind and I will tell what I can of it. They will understand whose mind God deigns to open.
Separation from God is the chief punishment of Purgatory. Wherein Purgatory differs
All the pains of Purgatory arise from original or actual sin. God created the soul
pure, simple and clean of all stain of sin, with a certain beatific instinct towards
Himself whence original sin, which the soul finds in itself, draws it away, and when
actual is added to original sin the soul is drawn yet further away. The further it departs
from its beatific instinct, the more malignant it becomes because it corresponds less to
There can be no good save by participation in God, who meets the needs of irrational
creatures as He wills and has ordained, never failing them, and answers to a rational soul
in the measure in which He finds it cleansed of sin's hindrance. When therefore a soul has
come near to the pure and clear state in which it was created, its beatific instinct
discovers itself and grows unceasingly, so impetuously and with such fierce charity
(drawing it to its last end) that any hindrance seems to this soul a thing past bearing.
The more it sees, the more extreme is its pain.
Because the souls in Purgatory are without the guilt of sin, there is no hindrance
between them and God except their pain, which holds them back so that they cannot reach
perfection. Clearly they see the grievousness of every least hindrance in their way, and
see too that their instinct is hindered by a necessity of justice: thence is born a raging
fire, like that of Hell save that guilt is lacking to it. Guilt it is which makes the will
of the damned in Hell malignant, on whom God does not bestow His goodness and who remain
therefore in desperate ill will, opposed to the will of God.
Of the state of the souls in Hell and of the difference between them and those in
Purgatory. Reflections of this saint on those who are careless of their salvation.
Hence it is manifest that there is perversity of will, contrary to the will of God,
where the guilt is known and ill will persists, and that the guilt of those who have
passed with ill will from this life to Hell is not remitted, nor can be since they may no
longer change the will with which they have passed out of this life, in which passage the
soul is made stable in good or evil in accordance with its deliberate will. As it is
written, "Ubi te invenero," that is in the hour of death, with the will to sin
or dissatisfaction with sin or repentance for sin, "Ibi te judicabo." Of which
judgment there is afterwards no remission, as I will shew:
After death free will can never return, for the will is fixed as it was at the moment
of death. Because the souls in Hell were found at the moment of death to have in them the
will to sin, they bear the guilt throughout eternity, suffering not indeed the pains they
merit but such pains as they endure, and these without end. But the souls in Purgatory
bear only pain, for their guilt was wiped away at the moment of their death when they were
found to be ill content with their sins and repentant for their offences against divine
goodness. Therefore their pain is finite and its time ever lessening, as has been said.
O misery beyond all other misery, the greater that human blindness takes it not into
The pain of the damned is not infinite in quantity because the dear goodness of God
sheds the ray of His mercy even in Hell. For man dead in sin merits infinite pain for an
infinite time, but God's mercy has allotted infinity to him only in time and has
determined the quantity of his pain; in justice God could have given him more pain.
O how dangerous is sin committed in malice! Hardly does a man repent him thereof, and
without repentance he will bear its guilt for as long as he perseveres, that is for as
long as he wills a sin committed or wills to sin again.
Of the peace and the joy there are in Purgatory.
The souls in Purgatory have wills accordant in all things with the will of God, who
therefore sheds on them His goodness, and they, as far as their will goes, are happy and
cleansed of all their sin. As for guilt, these cleansed souls are as they were when God
created them, for God forgives their guilt immediately who have passed from this life ill
content with their sins, having confessed all they have committed and having the will to
commit no more. Only the rust of sin is left them and from this they cleanse themselves by
pain in the fire. Thus cleansed of all guilt and united in will to God, they see Him
clearly in the degree in which He makes Himself known to them, and see too how much it
imports to enjoy Him and that souls have been created for this end. Moreover, they are
brought to so uniting a conformity with God, and are drawn to Him in such wise, His
natural instinct towards souls working in them, that neither arguments nor figures nor
examples can make the thing clear as the mind knows it to be in effect and as by inner
feeling it is understood to be. I will, however, make one comparison which comes to my
A comparison to shew with what violence and what love the souls in Purgatory desire to
If in all the world there were but one loaf of bread to feed the hunger of all
creatures, and if they were satisfied by the sight of it alone, then since man, if he be
healthy, has an instinct to eat, his hunger, if he neither ate nor sickened nor died,
would grow unceasingly for his instinct to eat would not lessen. Knowing that there was
only that loaf to satisfy him and that without it he must still be hungry, he would be in
unbearable pain. All the more if he went near that loaf and could not see it, would his
natural craving for it be strengthened; his instinct would fix his desire wholly on that
loaf which held all that could content him; at this point, if he were sure he would never
see the loaf again, he would be in Hell. Thus are the souls of the damned from whom any
hope of ever seeing their bread, which is God, the true Savior, has been taken away. But
the souls in Purgatory have the hope of seeing their bread and wholly satisfying
themselves therewith. Therefore they suffer hunger and endure pain in that measure in
which they will be able to satisfy themselves with the bread which is Jesus Christ, true
God and Savior and our Love.
Of God's admirable wisdom in making Purgatory and Hell.
As the clean and purified spirit can find rest only in God, having been created for
this end, so there is no place save Hell for the soul in sin, for whose end Hell was
ordained by God. When the soul as it leaves the body is in mortal sin, then, in the
instant in which spirit and body are separated, the soul goes to the place ordained for
it, unguided save by the nature of its sin. And if at that moment the soul were bound by
no ordinance proceeding from God's justice, it would go to a yet greater hell than that in
which it abides, for it would be outside His ordinance, in which divine mercy has part so
that God gives the soul less pain than it deserves. The soul, finding no other place to
hand nor any holding less evil for it, casts itself by God's ordinance into Hell as into
its proper place.
To return to our matter which is the Purgatory of the soul separated from the body when
it is no longer clean as it was created. Seeing in itself the impediment which can be
taken away only by means of Purgatory, it casts itself therein swiftly and willingly. Were
there not the ordinance it thus obeys, one fit to rid it of its encumbrance, it would in
that instant beget within itself a hell worse than Purgatory, for it would see that
because of that impediment it could not draw near to God, its end. So much does God import
that Purgatory in comparison counts not at all, for all that it is, as has been said, like
Hell. But compared to God, it appears almost nothing.
Of the necessity of Purgatory. How terrible it is.
When I look at God, I see no gate to Paradise, and yet because God is all mercy he who
wills enters there. God stands before us with open arms to receive us into His glory. But
well I see the divine essence to be of such purity, greater far than can be imagined, that
the soul in which there is even the least note of imperfection would rather cast itself
into a thousand Hells than find itself thus stained in the presence of the Divine Majesty.
Therefore the soul, understanding that Purgatory has been ordained to take away those
stains, casts itself therein, and seems to itself to have found great mercy in that it can
rid itself there of the impediment which is the stain of sin.
No tongue can tell nor explain, no mind understand, the grievousness of Purgatory. But
I, though I see that there is in Purgatory as much pain as in Hell, yet see the soul which
has the least stain of imperfection accepting Purgatory, as I have said, as though it were
a mercy, and holding its pains of no account as compared with the least stain which
hinders a soul in its love. I seem to see that the pain which souls in Purgatory endure
because of whatever in them displeases God, that is what they have willfully done against
His so great goodness, is greater than any other pain they feel in Purgatory. And this is
because, being in grace, they see the truth and the grievousness of the hindrance which
stays them from drawing near to God.
How God and the souls in Purgatory look at each other. The saint acknowledges that in
speaking of these matters she cannot express herself.
All these things which I have surely in mind, in so much as in this life I have been
able to understand them, are, as compared with what I have said, extreme in their
greatness. Beside them, all the sights and sounds and justice and truths of this world
seem to me lies and nothingness. I am left confused because I cannot find words extreme
enough for these things.
I perceive there to be so much conformity between God and the soul that when He sees it
in the purity in which His Divine Majesty created it He gives it a burning love, which
draws it to Himself, which is strong enough to destroy it, immortal though it be, and
which causes it to be so transformed in God that it sees itself as though it were none
other than God. Unceasingly He draws it to Himself and breathes fire into it, never
letting it go until He has led it to the state whence it came forth, that is to the pure
cleanliness in which it was created.
When with its inner sight the soul sees itself drawn by God with such loving fire, then
it is melted by the heat of the glowing love for God, its most dear Lord, which it feels
overflowing it. And it sees by the divine light that God does not cease from drawing it,
nor from leading it, lovingly and with much care and unfailing foresight, to its full
perfection, doing this of His pure love. But the soul, being hindered by sin, cannot go
whither God draws it; it cannot follow the uniting look with which He would draw it to
Himself. Again the soul perceives the grievousness of being held back from seeing the
divine light; the soul's instinct too, being drawn by that uniting look, craves to be
unhindered. I say that it is the sight of these things which begets in the souls the pain
they feel in Purgatory. Not that they make account of their pain; most great though it be,
they deem it a far less evil than to find themselves going against the will of God, whom
they clearly see to be on fire with extreme and pure love for them.
Strongly and unceasingly this love draws the soul with that uniting look, as though it
had nought else than this to do. Could the soul who understood find a worse Purgatory in
which to rid itself sooner of all the hindrance in its. way, it would swiftly fling itself
therein, driven by the conforming love between itself and God.
How God uses Purgatory to make the soul wholly pure. The soul acquires in Purgatory a
purity so great that were it well for it still to stay there after it had been purged of
sin, it would no longer suffer.
I see, too, certain rays and shafts of light which go out from that divine love towards
the soul and are penetrating and strong enough to seem as though they must destroy not
only the body but the soul too, were that possible. Two works are wrought by these rays,
the first purification and the second destruction.
Look at gold: the more you melt it, the better it becomes; you could melt it until you
had destroyed in it every imperfection. Thus does fire work on material things. The soul
cannot be destroyed in so far as it is in God, but in so far as it is in itself it can be
destroyed; the more it is purified, the more is self destroyed within it, until at last it
is pure in God.
When gold has been purified up to twenty-four carats, it can no longer be consumed by
any fire; not gold itself but only dross can be burnt away. Thus the divine fire works in
the soul: God holds the soul in the fire until its every imperfection is burnt away and it
is brought to perfection, as it were to the purity of twenty-four carats, each soul
however according to its own degree. When the soul has been purified it stays wholly in
God, having nothing of self in it; its being is in God who has led this cleansed soul to
Himself; it can suffer no more for nothing is left in it to be burnt away; were it held in
the fire when it has thus been cleansed, it would feel no pain. Rather the fire of divine
love would be to it like eternal life and in no way contrary to it.
Of the desire of souls in Purgatory to be wholly cleansed of the stains of their sins.
The wisdom of God who suddenly hides their faults from these souls.
The soul was created as well conditioned as it is capable of being for reaching
perfection if it live as God has ordained and do not foul itself with any stain of sin.
But having fouled itself by original sin, it loses its gifts and graces and lies dead, nor
can it rise again save by God's means. And when God, by baptism, has raised it from the
dead, it is still prone to evil, inclining and being led to actual sin unless it resist.
And thus it dies again.
Then God by another special grace raises it again, yet it stays so sullied and so
turned to self that all the divine workings of which we have spoken are needed to recall
it to its first state in which God created it; without them it could never get back
thither. And when the soul finds itself on the road back to its first state, its need to
be transformed in God kindles in it a fire so great that this is its Purgatory. Not that
it can look upon this as Purgatory, but its instinct to God, aflame and thwarted, makes
A last act of love is done by God without help from man. So many hidden imperfections
are in the soul that, did it see them, it would live in despair. But in the state of which
we have spoken they are all burnt away, and only when they have gone does God shew them to
the soul, so that it may see that divine working which kindles the fire of love in which
its imperfections have been burnt away.
How suffering in Purgatory is coupled with joy.
Know that what man deems perfection in himself is in God's sight faulty, for all the
things a man does which he sees or feels or means or wills or remembers to have a perfect
seeming are wholly fouled and sullied unless he acknowledge them to be from God. If a work
is to be perfect it must be wrought in us but not chiefly by us, for God's works must be
done in Him and not wrought chiefly by man.
Such works are those last wrought in us by God of His pure and clean love, by Him alone
without merit of ours, and so penetrating are they and such fire do they kindle in the
soul, that the body which wraps it seems to be consumed as in a furnace never to be
quenched until death. It is true that love for God which fills the soul to overflowing,
gives it, so I see it, a happiness beyond what can be told, but this happiness takes not
one pang from the pain of the souls in Purgatory. Rather the love of these souls, finding
itself hindered, causes their pain; and the more perfect is the love of which God has made
them capable, the greater is their pain.
So that the souls in Purgatory enjoy the greatest happiness and endure the greatest
pain; the one does not hinder the other.
The souls in Purgatory are no longer in a state to acquire merit. How these souls look
on the charity exercised for them in the world.
If the souls in Purgatory could purge themselves by contrition, they would pay all
their debt in one instant such blazing vehemence would their contrition have in the clear
light shed for them on the grievousness of being hindered from reaching their end and the
love of God.
Know surely that not the least farthing of payment is remitted to those souls, for thus
has it been determined by God's justice. So much for what God does as for what the souls
do, they can no longer choose for themselves, nor can they see or will, save as God wills,
for thus has it been determined for them.
And if any alms be done them by those who are in the world to lessen the time of their
pain, they cannot turn with affection to contemplate the deed, saving as it is weighed in
the most just scales of the divine will. They leave all in God's hands who pays Himself as
His infinite goodness pleases. If they could turn to contemplate the alms except as it is
within the divine will, there would be self in what they did and they would lose sight of
God's will, which would make a Hell for them. Therefore they await immovably all that God
gives them, whether pleasure and happiness or pain, and never more can they turn their
eyes back to themselves.
Of the submission of the souls in Purgatory to God's will.
So intimate with God are the souls in Purgatory and so changed to His will, that in all
things they are content with His most holy ordinance. And if a soul were brought to see
God when it had still a trifle of which to purge itself, a great injury would be done it.
For since pure love and supreme justice could not brook that stained soul, and to bear
with its presence would not befit God, it would suffer a torment worse than ten
purgatories. To see God when full satisfaction had not yet been made Him, even if the time
of purgation lacked but the twinkling of an eye, would be unbearable to that soul. It
would sooner go to a thousand hells, to rid itself of the little rust still clinging to
it, than stand in the divine presence when it was not yet wholly cleansed.
Reproaches which the souls in Purgatory make to people in the world.
And so that blessed  soul, seeing the aforesaid things
by the divine light, said: "I would fain send up a cry so loud that it would put fear
in all men on the earth. I would say to them: 'Wretches, why do you let yourselves be thus
blinded by the world, you whose need is so great and grievous, as you will know at the
moment of death, and who make no provision for it whatsoever?'
"You have all taken shelter beneath hope in God's mercy, which is, you say, very
great, but you see not that this great goodness of God will judge you for having gone
against the will of so good a Lord. His goodness should constrain you to do all His will,
not give you hope in ill-doing, for His justice cannot fail but in one way or another must
needs be fully satisfied.
"Cease to hug yourselves, saying: 'I will confess my sins and then receive plenary
indulgence, and at that moment I shall be purged of all my sins and thus shall be saved.'
Think of the confession and the contrition needed for that plenary indulgence, so hardly
come by that, if you knew, you would tremble in great fear, more sure you would never win
it than that you ever could."
This Soul shews again how the sufferings of the souls in Purgatory are no hindrance at
all to their peace and their joy.
I see the souls suffer the pains of Purgatory having before their eyes two works of
First, they see themselves suffering pain willingly, and as they consider their own
deserts and acknowledge how they have grieved God, it seems to them that He has shewn them
great mercy, for if His goodness had not tempered justice with mercy, making satisfaction
with the precious blood of Jesus Christ, one sin would deserve a thousand perpetual hells.
And therefore the souls suffer pain willingly, and would not lighten it by one pang,
knowing that they most fully deserve it and that it has been well ordained, and they no
more complain of God, as far as their will goes, than if they were in eternal life.
The second work they see is the happiness they feel as they contemplate God's ordinance
and the love and mercy with which He works on the soul.
In one instant God imprints these two sights on their minds, and because they are in
grace they are aware of these sights and understand them as they are, in the measure of
their capacity. Thus a great happiness is granted them which never fails; rather it grows
as they draw nearer God. These souls see these sights neither in nor of themselves but in
God, on whom they are far more intent than on the pains they suffer, and of whom they make
far greater account, beyond all comparison, than of their pains. For every glimpse which
can be had of God exceeds any pain or joy a man can feel. Albeit, however, it exceeds the
pain and joy of these souls, it lessens them by not a tittle.
She concludes by applying all she has said of the souls in Purgatory to what she feels,
and has proved in her own soul.
This form of purgation, which I see in the souls in Purgatory, I feel in my own mind.
In the last two years I have felt it most; every day I feel and see it more clearly. I see
my soul within this body as in a purgatory, formed as is the true Purgatory and like it,
but so measured that the body can bear with it and not die little by little it grows until
the body die.
I see my spirit estranged from all things, even things spiritual, which can feed it,
such as gaiety, delight and consolation, and without the power so to enjoy anything,
spiritual or temporal, by will or mind or memory, as to let me say one thing contents me
more than another.
Inwardly I find myself as it were besieged. All things by which spiritual or bodily
life is refreshed have, little by little, been taken from my inner self, which knows, now
they are gone, that they fed and comforted. But so hateful and abhorrent are these things,
as they are known to the spirit, that they all go never to return. This is because of the
spirit's instinct to rid itself of whatever hinders its perfection; so ruthless is it that
to fulfill its purpose it would all but cast itself into Hell. Therefore it ever deprives
the inner man of all on which it can feed, besieging it so cunningly that it lets not the
least atom of imperfection pass unseen and unabhorred.
As for my outer man, it too, since the spirit does not respond to it, is so besieged
that it finds nothing to refresh it on the earth if it follow its human instinct. No
comfort is left it save God, who works all this by love and very mercifully in
satisfaction of His justice. To perceive this gives my outer man great peace and
happiness, but happiness which neither lessens my pain nor weakens the siege. Yet no pain
could ever be inflicted on me so great that I would wish to depart from the divine
ordinance. I neither leave my prison nor seek to go forth from it: let God do what is
needed! My happiness is that God be satisfied, nor could I suffer a worse pain than that
of going outside God's ordinance, so just I see Him to be and so very merciful.
All these things of which I have spoken are what I see and, as it were, touch, but I
cannot find fit words to say as much as I would of them. Nor can I say rightly what I have
told of the work done in me, which I have felt spiritually. I have told it however.
The prison in which I seem to myself to be is the world, my chains the body, and it is
my soul enlightened by grace which knows the grievousness of being held down or kept back
and thus hindered from pursuing its end. This gives my soul great pain for it is very
tender. By God's grace it receives a certain dignity which makes it like unto God; nay,
rather He lets it share His goodness so that it becomes one with Him. And since it is
impossible that God suffer pain, this immunity too befalls the souls who draw near Him;
the nearer they come to Him, the more they partake of what is His.
Therefore to be hindered on its way, as it is, causes the soul unbearable pain. The
pain and the hindrance wrest it from its first natural state, which by grace is revealed
to it, and finding itself deprived of what it is able to receive, it suffers a pain more
or less great according to the measure of its esteem for God. The more the soul knows God,
the more it esteems Him and the more sinless it becomes, so that the hindrance in its way
grows yet more terrible to it, above all because the soul which is unhindered and wholly
recollected in God knows Him as He truly is.
As the man who would let himself be killed rather than offend God feels death and its
pain, but is given by the light of God a zeal which causes him to rate divine honor above
bodily death, so the soul who knows God's ordinance rates it above all possible inner and
outer torments, terrible though they may be, for this is a work of God who surpasses all
that can be felt or imagined. Moreover God when He occupies a soul, in however small a
degree, keeps it wholly busied over His Majesty so that nothing else counts for it. Thus
it loses all which is its own, and can of itself neither see nor speak nor know loss or
pain. But, as I have already said clearly, it knows all in one instant when it leaves this
Finally and in conclusion, let us understand that God who is best and greatest causes
all that is of man to be lost, and that Purgatory cleanses it away.
END OF THE TREATISE ON PURGATORY
First Published 1946 By Sheed And Ward, Inc. 63 Fifth Avenue New York
Nihil Obstat: Ernestus C. Messenger,
Ph.D, Censor Deputatus
Imprimatur: E. Morrogh Bernard Vic. Gen.
Westmonasterii, die 18 Decembris 1945
1 The chapter headings are unlikely to have
been written by Saint Catherine, who would hardly refer to herself as a saint as do the
headings to Chapter IV and IX.
2 At least the word "holy" and perhaps all this introductory paragraph were probably added by whoever wrote the chapter headings
3 This epithet, and perhaps all this sentence down to "said", have probably been added by an editor